memang malas

I've been so lazy to update this blog lately..
One of the reason why is i just so wrapped up with my excitement to hold my own lil one in my arms..
I really have zero patience at this moment..
Everyday i talked to him and asked, "when are you going to come out sayang.." The only answer i've got is a nudge which i can't interpret..

Last weekend,my beloved hubby came down from Penang..
Thats the only time i feels like home again..
I loved when i sleep he is there by my side and when i woke up he is still there..hehe..
I also loved i got kissed on my forehead when he's here..
Gosh.. i love being married..! I feel so loved..
When his gone, i felt half empty..coz another half is fill with lil one of coz..
I dont know why i feel so rindu and love this lil person inside me eventho i never met him..
Thats why i cant wait to met him..
Maybe he want to celebrate his bday with his momma ha?huhu

Till then..
Hopefully the next entry will be good news ha?
XOXO